Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Logan

I'm breathing softly.
Once again, I'm heading for the kill.
You whisper to me through the wind.

I'm made of courage.
Look inside. A man of hate and steel.
I can feel you in the sky.

What if I melted under the sun, will you change the weather?
So I can go on.
They'll be the victims if I can't hold on
For one we are not the same as everyone.

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Monday, November 2, 2009

I can't do much from where I am.
And I'm sorry I can't give you as much support as I wanted to.
I hope all is well.

And I hope it rains tonight..

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Hero for a Day

Stop staring at me cause it hurts to see you go.
But we didn't even say goodbye on the day you left me crashing down.
Do you remember? How I used to make you whole.
Can't you see I'm bent and broken now and my hands are turning cold.

We're made of glass, a million pieces.
A hundred miles is all we need.

If I could save you, I would be anywhere but here.
If I could see you for one more day.
If I could save you, I would do anything for this.
If I could see you for one more day.
I'll be your hero for a day.

Barely surviving, you don't even think it's fair.
Why am I still holding on to you? I don't know if you still care.
Let's seize the moment, let's just run away and hide.
You said, "Baby come and rescue me. You don't even have to try."

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Another English Lesson.

We could be so much more.

We could have been so much more.

What is the difference between these two sentences?

Answer: While the first sentence suggests potential, hope or possibility, the second sentence is retrospective - focusing on how much could actually have been achieved, acquired or built should certain conditions are met.

Half a year has passed and I'm still hanging on.
Half a year has passed and I'm still holding on.
Half a year has passed and I'm still clinging on.

What is the difference between these three?

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Cookies and Cream.

Why are you acting like an idiot?
You're like drugs. You messed me up but I keep coming back for more.
Wtf..
And why are old aunties staring at me?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

An English Lesson

Active Vs. Passive Sentence.

Mr. N is teaching Jessica Lee.
Jessica Lee is being taught by Mr. N.

Would you rather be Mr. N or Jessica?

*taught in the 2nd sentence is not to be confused with the simple-past tense of 'teach'. It is a participle.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

My Soliloquy

i see how i serve no purpose in your life anymore..

it's been three months. how time flies..

i freaking miss you and no matter who i am with, it doesn't feel the same as when i'm with you.

what do you expect me to do? you pulled the trigger, and both of us paid the price. well, in different terms of course. life goes on for you pretty much in a straight line i suppose but for me it's gonna be an uphill task.

i've been on an adventure, for the past three months. something never thought would discover in myself. i'm actually stronger than i thought but at the same time, i learnt how weak i am too.

but i whine much less baby. much less than I was with you. strangely, i miss the complaining.

my gooberest friend told me the other day that you lost someone who made a difference in your life. i realised just how we could have been so much more if only i settled for something less, and if only you had compromised.

we made our decisions and it seems there's really no turning back, is there?

i wanna be in your life if it still matters but i really don't know how. i've never moved on baby and she knows how i feel about you. she knows how much I want you. everyone knows how much you mean to me.

you make my veins pop with your nonsense and all the gay shit which you give me every month we were together. i didn't even make it to the stage to let you see me up there the second time. you know how i could make people smile but you took that away. i don't get that anymore, and you won't either.

but it's never about that actually. you give me the comfort which i sorely miss right now.